.:`` <3 hiim ``:.

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Just got back from Jurong Point . went to Arcade with Sebastian , Jun Hao and Dan Ying . and again , wore same colour shirt as Sebastian . lols .FUN !`

my life is totally damn screw up now . right now , i`m thinking of if i should go to Pioneer Sec or Juying Sec . am not going to Hua Yi anymore as i want to study Express Stream . now i`m so DESPERATE !` let me tell you guys why . . .

Juying - Farhan is going there . i know lots of people but i want to meet new people and the uniform is nicer then Pioneer but i dont want black shoe and there's no handsome guys even if there is , they are either sec 3 , sec 4 or sec 5 . and are all mostly ATTACH !`

Pioneer - Dan Ying and peeps so is Syakirin are going there so means if i`m able to get in there , doesn mean Dan Ying and peeps and Syakirin can get in as there are many of them so some of them might go to their 2nd choice school . other thing is i can get to meet new people and there's lots of handsome guys . Also , the uniform is not nice at all . it's like the QI PAO .

nevermind , i shall say things easier . in Juying , there's Farhan . In Pioneer , there's ~~Syakirin~~ and peeps . so which one should i choose ?` i have to make my choice by tonight as tomorrow is the dateline to hand in the form . damn !` this is soo damn bloody frastrating . grrRrrr . RAHHHS `~ enough of all this . i shall move on to something else . ((=

well , have been watching It Started With A Kiss for the past few days and right now , i`m stuck at episode 16 . lols . i shall continue with my show later on . anyway , while i was watching the show , there's this scene whereby the main actor ; ZHI SHU<3 was cooking and their house kitchen is so similar to my house one can `~ so i paused and snap a photo of it . ((=

hur hur , shall stop here . i`m damn exhausted right now as i slept at 4.00a.m yesterday as i watched It Started With A Kiss Special . damn hilarious . i simply love that show as it simply make my mood changed !` gEez !` oh ya , i will close this blog soon until my new skin is done but it still need a longer period of time till its completed . ^^

HIM or FRIENDS ?` i`m afraid that if i were to choose HIM , HE might fall for other girls or we might not be together . but if i were to choose FRIENDS , the both of us will DEFINATELY drift apart and evantually/slowly , we would forget each other . haiix . i think HE will fall for other girl for sure or HIS feeling towards me will end soon . its totally impossible for the both of us to be together so i guess , i would choose FRIENDS but i really don't want to drift apart with HIM . =((

- i have got no CONFIDENT & FAITH that i can hold on to YOU or YOU were to be mine -

Zhi Shu's house kitchen . . .

My house kitchen . . .

4.00a.m . . .

CUTE !`

DAYTONA !`

Sebastian

Jun Hao

[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:14 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Monday, November 27, 2006

GREAT !` my mum wants me to go to Normal Acadamic !` like what the hell . means i gotta have a extra N `lvl before i get to take O`lvl . SHIT !` but even if i didn want to be in the NA stream , there's no school which i like that can allow me to be in the EXPRESS stream with a bloody score of 220 . nevermind , i shall be the first person in my FAMILY and among my paternal side COUSINS to get to the NA stream . odd one means SPECIAL right and also i`m the only GRANDAUGHTER my paternal grandparents has so mean the ONLY girl is SPECIAL . ((= alright , i`m being lame and stupid . ignore me . i have been a little insane lately .

i still cant bring myself to accept the fact that i`m going to NA and i only got 220 !` if only i work hard . all i can blame is ME , MYSELF & I !` haiix . . .

well , seriously , i`m freaking bored can `~ have been doing the same thing everyday . TV , COMPUTER , SLEEP but luckily i have got SOMEONE to talk to me on the phone for hours . ((= really do hope i can get into the same school as him if not i`ll be left alone in my secondary school as Dan Ying and peeps are going to Pioneer and Yu Hui and friends are going to Westwood . Mavis going to Bukit Batok . really hope i`ll be going to the FIRST CHOICE SCHOOL but not second as my mum is putting FairField Methodist Secondary as she said if i`m going to NA stream , i have to go into a good school . i totally agree but i dont wnana be separated with my friends !` BOOOOOS`~

alright , shall stop here . i shall go and watch a Taiwan Drama Show ; It Started Off With A Kiss although i`m still not in the mood to as i`m still sad over my results but still , i`ll go and watch to entertain myself and also i believe by watching that show , it`ll go making me go HA HA HA . i`m HOME ALONE , i`m BORED !` somebody just kill me please .~

anyway , i wanna thank SOMEONE ; Farhan and beloved Sebastian for trying to cheer me up for the past few days even though they didn really succeed but still , i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to the both of you . ((= i simply love both of you can `~ - MUACKS -

- People COMES and GOES so we got to adapt to changes but i`ll still miss HIM and FRIENDS !` -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:26 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Friday, November 24, 2006

Just to kill time . . . .

SECTION 1 - DESCRIPTION

+ Known as: Jolynn
+ Born: 11th March 1994
+Haircolour: black light brown plus a little red
+ Eyecolour: brown black

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER

+Fallen off the bed? : nopes
+ Had your heart broken? : yes . haiix . . .
+Had a dream come true : no . unless a MIRACLE do happen

SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY

+ Wearing: shirt and shorts
+ Listening to: Utada Hikaru - First Love
+ Located: Singapore -> Jurong West
+ Chatting with: Yu Hui
+ Watching: computer screen and television
+ Should REALLY be doing: showering =x

SECTION 4 - DO YOU

+ Do you brush your teeth? : of cause !`
+ Have any piercings? : yupps
+ Drive? : i hope to but i`m under age
+ Drink water? : of course . if not i`ll be dyhadrated by then
+ Have a cell phone? : yupps .

SECTION 5 - THE LAST PERSON YOU

+ met: my own reflection ?
+ Talked with on the phone : Farhan

SECTION 6

+ lost a person? : ya .

SECTION 7 - PERSONAL WHATS

+ What job would you want next time? : lots of ambition now .
+ comes first in your life? : Love ; him
+ do you think about before sleeping? : yea

SECTION 8 - FAVOURITES

+ Movie: Death Note , A Cinderella Story
+ Store: lots of them
+ Food: western food . ((:
+ Candy: lollipop . grape flavoured sweets
+ Day of the week: everyday now are the same as i`m having my holiday
+ Colour: baby blue and pink
+ Country: United States

SECTION 9 - DO YOU

+ Like to give hugs? : to him
+Like to walk in the rain? : sometimes
+ Prefer black or blue? : blue.
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back? : side
+ Ever have the falling dream? : yea . it totally freak me out
+ Have stuffed animal? : yupp . lots of them

SECTION 10 - THIS OR THAT

+ Pierced nose of tongue? : no and will never will
+ MTV or BET? : MTV
+ Chocolates or flowers? : flowers .
+ Colour or Black and white photo? : colour .
+ stay up late or sleep in? : stay up late .
+ Hot or cold? : cold
+ Sun or moon? : moon
+Left or Right? : both
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? : 10 acquaintances .
+ Mustard or ketchup? : ketchup .
+ Spring or Fall?: ???
+ Happy or sad? : happy .
+ Wonder or amazement? : amazement .
+ MacDonald's or Burger King?: MacDonald
+ Mexican or Italian food? : Italian .

SECTION 11 - FIRSTS.

+ First screen name: babiib0ii
+ First self purchased CD: Jolin Tsai
+ First pet: Dog
+ First piercing/tattoo: ear piercing .

SECTION 12 - LASTS.

+ Last cry? : Yesterday . a terrible one .
+ Last phone call? : 9.14p.m
+ Last time showered? : yesterday 10p.m+ =x

SECTION 13 - CURRENT.

+ Mood: EXTREMELY down .
+ food: nothing
+ hair: let down
+ Annoyance(s): no one
+ Hate: myself

SECTION 14 - WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT

+ Made you smile: Farhan
+ Saw you cry: lots of them as i cried like nobody business yesterday was so damn damn damn sad and disappointed !`

SECTION 15 - WOULD YOU RATHER

+ Be serious or be funny?: it depend on the situation
+ Drink whole or skim milk?: neither .
+ Die in fire or drown? : none . i want to die in a more peaceful and nicer manner
+ Spend time parents/enemies?: none . i would love to spend with my FRIENDS

SECTION 16 - DO YOU PREFER

+ Do you prefer grey or black?: black
+ Lust or love?: love .
+ Sunrise or sunset?: both
+ M&M's or skittles?: skittles .

SECTION 17 - ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

+ Do you like anyone now?: yupp . needless me to say who's the person
+ Do you think/miss him/her?: of cause . i`m thinking and missing him right now or should i be exact 24 hours
+ What is his/her name?: needless me to say .
+ Do you believe in love at first sight?: yupps .
+ Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?: i dont think so but maybe falling for Syakirin was a big mistake !`
+ Have ever been dumped?: nopes
+ Do you like yourself?: NO not at all .

[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:24 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Alright . i have gotten back my PSLE result and it didn meet up to my expectation . i expected an A* for Mother Tongue but i just got an A . Science was a shocking one as i thought i would get a B or a C as the paper was somehow or rather ardious but i gotten an A . English was alright as i gotten an A which meet up to my expectation . Maths was a disappointment as my Maths has been an A* for 4 years but i have gotten a B . =( seriously , i expected myself to get around 230+ or 240+ but i just got 220 !` haiix . what's done is already done . it cannot be undone . i just gotta work EXTREMELY hard when i`m in Secondary School .

when Mrs So gave me my results slip , immediately i cried like a water tap can `~ then my uncle called me then while talking to him kept crying then Pei Han and Shi Nan was at there asking me not to cry so did ALB !` Then called my Mum then cried again . then my Mum said that there's nothing to be sad about and its already very good to get 220 as during the PSLE period , i didn even bother to study and i kept using the computer and talking on the phone . its quite true but i did study hard for my Mother Tongue but i just bloody gotten an A which i expect an A* as the paper was easy and also my Mother Tongue has been an A or A* since primary 1 till now .

-sigh- kept crying and crying and crying . This is the first time i cried till so terrible can `~ must be the fact that the results didn meet up to my expectation was a BIG BLOW to me !` i guess the wishlist which i state " get good result for october major exam" will never gonna be fulfill . haiix . Went out to the school and kept on crying like never ending tears . Then my 2nd brother called me then cried even more !` After talking to my brother , stopped crying then just kept quiet to myself . didn even bother to asked how much Dan Ying and peeps got . Wanted to go home immediately but Shi Min asked me to accompany them to Central KFC so followed them . bought a cup of water then lots of people started calling me so went out to talk . After that , called my Grandfather then he asked me to work harder when i`m in secondary school .

After finishing eating , went back to the school provision shop . then called my dad then he said " aiyah . say what wanna win your 2 brother then only win one . expect you to get 240+ then you get 220+ like that no reward already lors but never mind kah you never study also can get 220 come home then see first . " Then talked to my ah mei from Ai Tong while Sebastian and peeps went playing with the rain . -.- After seeing them fooling around , boarded the bus with Shi Nan and Shi Min .

I`m so happy that the school's top 10 is all from 6A !` highest score in our school is 272 . no wonder Mrs So was jumping up and down smiling non-stop when she was in the hall while the principal was talking to us . CONGRATES to SYLVIA !` gotten 7th position in the school with the score of 252 . (= and also Shi Nan 10th in position with the score of 250 . oh ya . also the MERGED STREAM got a 100% passed !` oh ya . Ai Tong is also good as the highest is 280 2nd in position in nationality . only ONE bloody pupil failed which totally spoiled my beloved Ai Tong reputation . shit the girl can `~ grrRrrrr .

MY CHOICES . . .

1st Choice : Hua Yi Sec
2nd Choice : Fuhua Sec
3rd Choice : Jurong Sec
4th Choice : Westwood Sec
5th Choice : Pioneer
6th Choice : Dunearn Sec

SEBASTIAN delected all my messages in my handphone !` grrRRrr . all my beloved messages from SOMEONE !`

[x] i lovee y0u //*
2:10 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Yesterday , went to Jurong Point to meet Sebastian and Zhao Ming . wore same colour shirt as Sebastian . lols . then played DAYTONA with Sebastian and he's so good can `~ he let me win . 0o0o0o . he's so good !` Then when the game ended , he thought that i didn know that he let me win then he said " wah . win me hors . not bad arhs " then i said " you let me what . gEez !` " After playing for some time , said good bye to them then headed to my cousin`s house . hees .

meet Shi Min , Dan Ying and Jeslynn at te baskball court at 2.00p.m today but i was late . =x soon , Sebastian and Zhao Ming came so talked to them while listening to Sebastian's handphone songs . haiix . Sebastian made my phone dropped on the floor !` SAD !` then my phone just switched it off by itself . While i was sitting on the swing , Sebastian kept throwing stones on me . luckily it didn hit me . Then as i was unaware of it , Shi Min said to Sebastian " aiyos . throw so many times still miss " . then later she said to me " Sebastian like you right . alot people also say that . you see , he throw stone at you wanan attract your attention only " -.-

Seeing that its about to rain and i dont want my phone and sebastian's and also my wallet to be wet , so i headed to the provision shop first . lols . After that , all of them came so continued to talked then Sebastian and Zhao Ming went home to bath as they were going to Jurong Point with Farhan and Zuhaily . while i was listening to song , Shi Min whispered to Dan Ying saying " Sebastian like Jolynn right " . then i said " can hear already lahs . whisper also whisper till so loud next time cannot say secret leh you " then Shi Min took the box of puzzle and hit my leg for several times . lols .

When the 4 guys were at the bus-stop , suddenly , Sebastian shouted my name asking me to go over there . so went there and he told me something . then was like . . . . . . when the bus came , the 4 guys boarded then Sebastian shouted " Jolynn faster lahs " lols . boarded the bus then stood with Farhan , Sebastian and Zhao Ming and as i was talking to Sebastian , the two guys dunno said what to each other and went to join Zuhaily to sit . so Sebastian went to sit too so did i . sat behind Farhan then the 4 of them kept saying me can `~ zzZzzz . Then Farhan gave me the fisherman to eat . so hot !` kuku Sebastian kept taking my picture then make till damn ugly . -.-

Reached Jurong Point cause i was walking beside Sebastian then Farhan , Zuhaily and Zhao Ming purposely walked till damn fast and went hiding . After that , the 4 boys walked till damn fast can `~ then they went to the interchange toilet to hide . -.- when i walked past the washroom , Sebastian then went shouting my name . dots . After that , the 3 guys went to hide again when i was talking to Sebastian .

Went to Kiddy Palace then to Toy 'R' Us then to the Arcade and played DAYTONA ! ! ! once again like yesterday , Sebastian let me . hahas . he's such a goodie then again , he act blur thinking that i didn know he let me to win . hahas . and there was one round whereby me , Zuhaily , Zhao Ming and one stranger played then at first , i was last but soon , i was FIRST can !` then i won !` wooooo`~ After playing , Zuhaily went home as he thought Farhan has already gone home . lols . Then Farhan , Sebastian and Zhao Ming followed to home as i have got something to give to Farhan . then Sebastian and Zhao Ming saw my dog then they went running away . lols . Went home to take the present then went outside to pass Farhan then asked if they want me to send them to the interchange but they said there isnt a need so bid goodbye to them and went home . (=